Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Amazing how one day without Pepsi makes everything seem so.. depressing.
I'm not addicted to Pepsi, but I need it, considering how exhausted I get after school and then later at home too..
I'm not going to post all the crap that I think about when I feel depressed.
Or maybe I will.
Anyway.
I feel depressed and worried like I haven't felt in ages.
My university decided about my deferment.. but they decided not to tell me. Yet. Makes me wonder why.
My financial aid hasn't come through yet.. Some dumb problems at the financial aid office; they're upgrading their system or something, and I have five days of praying and trying-to-not-worry before I find out whether I'll be getting any financial aid at all.
I'm worried about everything and anything. I haven't felt worried in so long that I'm worried about my feeling worried. Does that make sense? :o
Half the people at school act like I'm a temp who'll be gone in a week or so.. and the other half are actually helping me out.. Thank God for this half..
The news every day is really depressing.. And I'm trying to figure out whether a university degree is worth the hassle. After all, the economies are falling, and new graduates are either unemployed or getting really lousy jobs. I'd rather stay here.. Naturally, my parents want me to get a degree. I really don't know.
And to top it off.. I'm back to wondering how many people I can trust.. Such few people talk to me nowadays; it's so quiet.. Some of them back bite about others in front of me.. So why wouldn't they do the same about me?
And finally some good news.. I was right about Rebecca Black. She can sing. She just needed a new songwriter.
Don't miss out on your chance
Your life is in your hands
So take it just as far as you can
But trusting in youself, forget everyone else
