365 Day Project, Day 109

Rain :)

365 Day Project, Day 108

Start of Spring & memorizing every single parking lot, building, and road on all five Rutgers campuses for my CSO exam.

365 Day Project, Day 107

Just another cloudy day in New Jersey.

365 Day Project, Day 106

Lego & castles

365 Day Project, Day 105

Cause engineering means building & problem-solving.

365 Day Project, Day 104

North Jersey. And clouds.

365 Day Project, Day 103

Parking lot filled up overnight, almost magically. And it was snowing all day today.

365 Day Project, Day 102

Skittles Darkside #much tastier

365 Day Project, Day 101

Rutgers Farm.

Karachi-365 Day Project, Day 100

I've been studying all day, and I can't focus. I know what I'm learning and how to solve the problems, but I keep staring off into the distance, and there's this.. feeling.. inside me.. that I don't want to be here.
If you do it right,
you'll love where you are.
Jason Mraz-93 Million Miles

I want to be in Karachi. I want to be with my parents, with my brothers, teaching at my old high school, driving to school, worrying about stuff like the heat and my headaches instead of being here and stressing over finances for next year, migraines, and why I feel so sad all the time.

I'm not wishing for anything here. I'm thankful for everything that I've been given. I just.. want to be in two places at once. I love learning here. I don't like the studying part, but the learning? It's so.. incredible.. how there's so much more to this world than what we see around us. There's stuff happening that we have no idea about. Flowers and bees, elements and valence shells, emergencies and 10-1's, I could keep on going and going.
I also love Karachi. I love the heat, the humidity, the traffic, the no-speed-limit, unlimited texting packages, opportunities for endless laughter..

Someone who laughs too much is lonely inside, someone who speaks less but speaks fast keeps secrets, someone who gets angry easily needs love..

I still laugh. At times. But not as much as I used to. Now, I usually laugh at comedy scenes in movies (I watch like one every month or so if I'm lucky), on skype with my family, or with friends-and I rarely get time to spend with friends.

But.. I'm not.. me.

365 Day Project, Day 99

My cousins went to Florida and got me this mug. The inscription makes me laugh every time I look at it.

365 Day Project, Day 98

Chasing the sun.

365 Day Project, Day 97

How I look 7 months after coming to New Jersey (left) & how I looked when I came to New Jersey (right).

365 Day Project, Day 96

Sleet, rain, and snow.

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Squirrel.

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First rays of daylight.

365 Day Project, Day 93

A friend thinks I look like Mr Bean/Rowan Atkinson, so tried making the same pose.

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New Brunswick at night.

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Chocolate cravings. Had to stop myself from eating it.

365 Day Project, Day 90

Rain :)

365 Day Project, Day 89

Wonder how the tree has a face.

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365 Day Project, Day 87

I feel like throwing up.
It's just cause I'm tired and I have a migraine. So Imma go to sleep now.

Too tired.

Amazing how all the snow melted so soon.

365 Day Project, Day 85

Awesome-est iPhone case ever.

365 Day Project, Day 84

Mechanical Engineering Machine Shop Laboratory. Loved the class.

365 Day Project, Day 83

A picture, of a picture, of yet another picture, of one of my favorite places.

365 Day Project, Day 82

Ivy outside the Chemistry labs.

365 Day Project, Day 81

Can you see the light of the stars? Those two tiny dots? That's light emitted billions of years ago.

Oompa loompa, dooba di doo

Dum de dum.
I wonder how many posts I've started with that.
Probably a lot.
Or maybe very few.
Anyway.
Not to deviate from the point.
Which is ironic, since there was no point to begin with.
I just felt like writing.
Totally tired and sleepy, but yeah, feel like writing.
Cause I haven't written anything long and random (which is pretty much exactly the way I speak) in a while.
And yes, I write the exact same way that I talk.
Like, you could be talking to me, and this is exact how I would be speaking.
What was I saying?
Oh yeah. I feel like writing.

She pushes the shovel into the fresh soil with her right foot and starts making a hole.
Her younger brother of nine years joins in and they work on digging a hole together.
The girl is eleven.
An even younger brother runs out with a smaller shovel.
He's seven, but he wants to help, and they let him join in.
A five year old girl walks toward them with two large dogs jumping around her.

I'll leave it to everyone to figure out who the characters are.

I try to do at least one crazy thing every day.
So, yesterday, I sang, 'In the jungle, the mighty jungle, the lion sleeps tonight' at the top of my voice in a crowded dining hall. It was a tiny bit embarrassing when everyone turned to look at me and didn't join in or laugh, but I hope I made someone's day. And my two friends who dared me to do it ditched me instead of standing right behind me. But yeah, it was fun, and it still feels good.

And I'm going to keep editing this post and add pictures to this post for a few days so people see this update first. :)

This tool could have saved me hours of my life.

365 Day Project, Day 79

Reflections at Passion Puddle.