Waiting for it to rain. Rain was one of the best things about New Jersey.
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Showing posts with label Rain. Show all posts
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Saturday, May 11, 2013
365 Day Project, Day 150
It just started raining a lot out of nowhere. Well, out of the clouds, but the clouds took over the sky unexpectedly.
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Monday, February 11, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Monday, January 28, 2013
Monday, January 14, 2013
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Saturday, January 12, 2013
365 Day Project, Day 31
View outside from my uncle's house. And you can even see the squirrel on the right bottom.
Monday, December 24, 2012
365 Day Project, Day 12
I wrote that for myself two hours after it started snowing. And yes, it is my birthday today.
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
365 Day Project, Day 6
And that's the courtyard outside my apartment/dorm building.
Monday, February 20, 2012
In a world of so many, you're the one
Where you been? Where you been all my life?
Girl you glistening, the way you look in the light
It’s obvious that I want something from you
I wrote this poem a year ago as my second post on this blog. Time to re-post it, as it still applies.
One million swords,
One direction,
All unsheathed, pointing, directing,
One object, in the center.
Time ceases to exist,
A million shards,
Spread out and still beating together,
Unable to be glued together again.
Listening to the music,
Watching the disco lights rotate and change,
Smelling the fresh food in your plate,
You're outside the party hall, watching your friends have fun through the window.
The breeze in your face,
The stars shining from above,
The city lights spread out before you,
You're watching the peaceful view all alone.
The earth's gravity pulling you,
As you fall toward the bright lights,
No cushion to save you,
And then you realize-it's not a dream.
The screams of surprise, shock, and horror,
The red-and-blue lights flashing,
The white cloth,
Your vision blurs.
The end.
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
Girl you glistening, the way you look in the light
It’s obvious that I want something from you
When life knocks you down on your knees, remember you're in the perfect position to pray.
This is another one of my six a.m. posts. I woke up early and had free time, so decided to post.
My life is really hectic these days, between school & homework. Yet I push it all away and go to sleep when I'm sick of it all.
I wrote this poem a year ago as my second post on this blog. Time to re-post it, as it still applies.
One million swords,
One direction,
All unsheathed, pointing, directing,
One object, in the center.
Time ceases to exist,
A million shards,
Spread out and still beating together,
Unable to be glued together again.
Listening to the music,
Watching the disco lights rotate and change,
Smelling the fresh food in your plate,
You're outside the party hall, watching your friends have fun through the window.
The breeze in your face,
The stars shining from above,
The city lights spread out before you,
You're watching the peaceful view all alone.
The earth's gravity pulling you,
As you fall toward the bright lights,
No cushion to save you,
And then you realize-it's not a dream.
The screams of surprise, shock, and horror,
The red-and-blue lights flashing,
The white cloth,
Your vision blurs.
The end.
The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, I miss how things used to be. I miss being told that I was loved, that someone cared. That someone would be there for me when I had a migraine & would make it go away. I miss that feeling. It's been a hundred and seven days since things changed totally.
I love change at times and I hate it at other times. It's just sad, that stuff had to change and I still have no idea how they did. It's just sad, that there's just a month or two left when I can be with you and yet it's like you don't want to be around me. I was warned that things might change. But it was meant to be this way.
I love change at times and I hate it at other times. It's just sad, that stuff had to change and I still have no idea how they did. It's just sad, that there's just a month or two left when I can be with you and yet it's like you don't want to be around me. I was warned that things might change. But it was meant to be this way.
There's times when I'm actually looking forward to going back to America. For one thing, I'll be on my own. And it rains a lot more in New Jersey than it does here, and I love the rain. It'll be fun sitting in the rain again. And I'll be able to stop thinking about her all the time. There's very few people who'll actually miss me here, but they can live without me. They lived their lives without me before I met them, so they can still continue.
Yes, I have to wait, but waiting means that I don't know how things will turn out. I'm simply hoping for the best & going along with the flow.
I try so hard
It doesn't make a difference to you
I make a mistake,
Laugh at me,
Don't realize you hurt me,
I'm not feeling well,
Blame me for something I do,
You're being unfair to me,
But you don't see,
Don't realize you hurt me.
There's more to this, but it's even sadder, so it's encrypted. If you want the code, let me know by commenting.
There's more to this, but it's even sadder, so it's encrypted. If you want the code, let me know by commenting.
I have to go force myself to have breakfast now.
Disappointments are just God's way of saying "I've got something better". Be patient, live life, have faith.
Hope everyone has a great week!
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Amazing how one day without Pepsi makes everything seem so.. depressing.
I'm not addicted to Pepsi, but I need it, considering how exhausted I get after school and then later at home too..
I'm not going to post all the crap that I think about when I feel depressed.
Or maybe I will.
Anyway.
I feel depressed and worried like I haven't felt in ages.
My university decided about my deferment.. but they decided not to tell me. Yet. Makes me wonder why.
My financial aid hasn't come through yet.. Some dumb problems at the financial aid office; they're upgrading their system or something, and I have five days of praying and trying-to-not-worry before I find out whether I'll be getting any financial aid at all.
I'm worried about everything and anything. I haven't felt worried in so long that I'm worried about my feeling worried. Does that make sense? :o
Half the people at school act like I'm a temp who'll be gone in a week or so.. and the other half are actually helping me out.. Thank God for this half..
The news every day is really depressing.. And I'm trying to figure out whether a university degree is worth the hassle. After all, the economies are falling, and new graduates are either unemployed or getting really lousy jobs. I'd rather stay here.. Naturally, my parents want me to get a degree. I really don't know.
And to top it off.. I'm back to wondering how many people I can trust.. Such few people talk to me nowadays; it's so quiet.. Some of them back bite about others in front of me.. So why wouldn't they do the same about me?
And finally some good news.. I was right about Rebecca Black. She can sing. She just needed a new songwriter.
Don't miss out on your chance
Your life is in your hands
So take it just as far as you can
But trusting in youself, forget everyone else
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Amazing how one day without Pepsi makes everything seem so.. depressing.
I'm not addicted to Pepsi, but I need it, considering how exhausted I get after school and then later at home too..
I'm not going to post all the crap that I think about when I feel depressed.
Or maybe I will.
Anyway.
I feel depressed and worried like I haven't felt in ages.
My university decided about my deferment.. but they decided not to tell me. Yet. Makes me wonder why.
My financial aid hasn't come through yet.. Some dumb problems at the financial aid office; they're upgrading their system or something, and I have five days of praying and trying-to-not-worry before I find out whether I'll be getting any financial aid at all.
I'm worried about everything and anything. I haven't felt worried in so long that I'm worried about my feeling worried. Does that make sense? :o
Half the people at school act like I'm a temp who'll be gone in a week or so.. and the other half are actually helping me out.. Thank God for this half..
The news every day is really depressing.. And I'm trying to figure out whether a university degree is worth the hassle. After all, the economies are falling, and new graduates are either unemployed or getting really lousy jobs. I'd rather stay here.. Naturally, my parents want me to get a degree. I really don't know.
And to top it off.. I'm back to wondering how many people I can trust.. Such few people talk to me nowadays; it's so quiet.. Some of them back bite about others in front of me.. So why wouldn't they do the same about me?
And finally some good news.. I was right about Rebecca Black. She can sing. She just needed a new songwriter.
Don't miss out on your chance
Your life is in your hands
So take it just as far as you can
But trusting in youself, forget everyone else
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