It's.. about you. For you.
You are.. everything I wanted.
If I told you, you were right,
Would you take my hand tonight?
If I told you the reasons why,
Would you leave your life and ride?
And ride..
For me, loving you means smiling.
It means not worrying.
It means having the strength to look forward and fight through everything.
That strength doesn't come from you.
It doesn't come from knowing that someone will stand beside you no matter what or that you'll have someone to talk to.
It comes from loving you and knowing that I'll do anything for you.
Because that's what loving someone is really about.
It's about the other person.
It's not about you or what you can get from it.
"Love is putting someone else's needs before yours."
I read a quote right now that said, 'if you like her, go tell her, before someone else gets her.'
I don't agree with it.
Because if I tell you, I don't know if you're ready for it yet.
I know I'm not ready, not ready to tell you, and definitely not ready to jump into this.
Because for me, it's about you.
It's about what makes you happy.
There's always some point during a day when I'm listening to music where I'm going to wonder what you think about me.
I'm going to wonder how often-if ever-I cross your mind.
And I don't want those thoughts to make me lose faith in you.
Because if it's meant to be, it'll happen.
And I'm going to keep being patient.
I'm going to keep learning.
I'm going to keep improving, to be the best that I can be.
I'm going to keep loving you.
Because it's helping me.
It's motivating me faster.
I've told you how I don't live for myself.
How I don't.. want..
I don't want a big house, or to be famous, or to make money.. no.
I just want to do some good.
I want to make others happy.
So, I live for my parents and my two brothers.
Now, I live for you, too.
I realized all this while driving today.
Because I had all my windows and sun roof down with music turned up.
And it was the song that you had said you liked too.
And I didn't have to.. worry.
I didn't have to.. stress.
That's what I love about being in love with you.
It's the fact that I can smile all the time.
It's the fact that I don't rely on you or anyone else.
It's the fact that I know I'll be fine at the end of the day.
It's the fact that I'm not dependent on you or what you think.
Because while I value you and your opinions more than anything, if you don't love me the way I love you, I can still smile.
I can still keep working hard and studying a lot without me wanting to ever give up.
It's the 20th today.
I went through hell all day.
I woke up after an amazing dream. I was dealing with an emergency & trying to help people and everyone around me was moving away after their own needs were met. And then you came, and you had my back through it all.
And once it was over, I lay down on the grass and looked up at the sky.
And you came over and lay down next to me, and told me you were never leaving me, no matter what.
I need you to tell me that and actually stay with me.
I might not be the strongest guy at the gym or a super genius with a photographic memory, but if there's one thing that defines me, it's that I'll do anything for someone I care about.
I didn't kill myself years ago because I wasn't going to put my parents and brothers through hell. I got up and fought on, even with my migraines, even with how much I hate this dunya.
I'll do anything for you.
I won't ever give up on you. I won't ever intentionally hurt you.
I'll do my best to keep you happy. Because your happiness is all I care about, and I'll always put your happiness before mine.
I may not have the solutions to every single thing, but you're never going through anything alone.
I want to be the person who wakes you up for Fajr & waits for you to get home so we can pray Isha together.
Because my wish, my Dua, for you, is that Allah is happy with you.
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
You're my Nemo. If you get lost, I'll come and find you, no matter what.
So, how about we flip a coin? Heads, you're mine. Tails, I'm yours. :p
And we can ride.. in this.
I can love you like that
I will make you my world
Move heaven and earth
If you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that.
