City lights lay out before us

Cheeku is back!!!!!


Looks around, wonders if anyone sees the insane grin on his face.

Yes, I am trying to be positive when I have a migraine. A super long one, if I may add. It's been two years since I had such a long one.


Remembers that he's not supposed to post about migraines.


Where was I?
Trying to act hyper..
Still trying..
Deuces, I have a migraine!


Fudge the migraine.


Where was I?
Ah, yes. I've been wearing black. Not only because it's my mood.. which is sad, yes, for too many reason that I do not want to think about, but also because it's Muharram.
Which means no partying, no celebrating, none of all that, because this month is a very sad one.
It has loss.. for people. for society. for me.
Even though all I lost was two little puppies, which is nothing compared to the loss of the Holy Prophet's grandson, I still miss them.


And how can I
Stand here with you
And not be moved by you.


But this post is supposed to be positive!!!
I was reading Love Gives Me Hope and Kids Give Me Hope and Six Billion Secrets and Smart-phoned this morning, and they really made me smile. And the Gives Me hope websites really made me want to.. live. So yay, I guess.


This post is not over, there is some stuff after the amusing picturessss.

I am alive, yes. And smiling. Or trying to smile. Same principle.


I have amazing neighbors. I had just pulled into the apartment complex and wanted to park. These two guys were about to go to the mosque to pray and they waited five whole minutes for me to park somewhere else before they pulled out and left. They were waiting in their car the entire time. ._. That reminds me of the guy who yelled Manzoor.


I want to sleep. Or do nothing. Uhh. I don't know. Enough.


I've been having dreams that I'll be in the ICU soon. And my dreams come true.. So it's just a matter of time. I drive twice as carefully now, though.


Right. So there's a random post that sounds like me, once again.


And since I cannot possibly go two whole minutes without thinking of you, I love you, The One Who Leaves Me Breathless. You are amazing, beautiful, cute, dependable, enchanting, fantastic andd great! I love you. Like a lot. A lot lot. :D


Have a look at this. And then comment telling me what words you get. Mine were 'love, loyal, patient, passionate'