Distracted

So tired. Head hurts. Been out driving. Traffic. Bright lights. Right in my eyes. People honking. Talking to mum. Sleepless nights.

Don't be shy just let your feelings roll on by
Don't wear fear or nobody will know you're there
Just lift your head, and let your feelings out instead
And don't be shy, just let your feeling roll on by


You know love is better than a song
Love is where all of us belong
So don't be shy just let your feelings roll on by
Don't wear fear or nobody will know you're there
Cat Stevens-Don't Be Shy




I was invigilating today.
Lots of invigilations, more than any other teacher.
I was invigilating today.
The One Who Leaves Me Breathless/The One Who Gives Me Asthma/My Breath-Taker was in the first class I had to invigilate.
I was invigilating today.
And I was so distracted. I kept staring at The One Who Leaves Me and forgetting to keep an eye on the rest of the students.
I was invigilating today.
And I was totally distracted.
So distracted that I've been distracted all day today.




I put on my jeans and shirt and shoes the sameAnd I'll leave my house and show my face againI thought that I could find a way to hide the truthBut everybody knowsEverybody knows
I'm tryna smileI'm tryna lieI'm tryna live another life
Tryna be the me without youIt's like driving in a car with no wheelsFlying through the sky with no wingsA needle in the eye don't stingWhen you're underwater you can't breatheWhen I need to call you I can't reachTryna light a fire with no sparkNo match and no fuseTryna to be me without you
Oh it's hard to find somebody newWhen the only one I'm looking for is youI thought that I could find a way to hide the truthBut everybody knowsEverybody knowsI'm tryna smileI'm tryna lieI'm tryna live another lifeLoick Essien-Me Without You

When's the day you start againAnd when the hell does you'll get over it beginI'm looking hard in the mirrorBut I don't fit my skinIt's too much to takeIt's too hard to break meFrom the cell I'm in
Oh from this moment onI'm changing the way I feel yeahFrom this moment onIt's time to get a real
Cause I still don't know how to actDon't know what to sayStill wear the scars like it was yesterdayBut you're long gone and moved onCause you're long goneBut I still don't know where to start, still finding my wayStill talk about you like it was yesterdayBut you're long gone and moved onBut you're long gone, you moved onThe Script-Long Gone & Moved on

I'm in a musical mood, yes. Music is what I use to drown out everything. Music and prayers are my tools to relaxing and feeling better.The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, I love you.And I found out today that it is meant to be.

As Long As You Love Me, Baby

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me.


There's this girl.
The one and only wonder of this world (my world).
She's turning sixteen next month, so that means sixteen presents.
(You said no surprise party, so you'll have to take this.)
She's the One Who Leaves Me Breathless.
And she's the most amazing person I've ever met.

I love you.
I promise to love you forever and forever.
I promise to be there for you whenever you need anything.
I promise to make your life brighter and better, even if it means hurting myself.
I promise to never fight with you. So you'll have to listen to me at times. :D
I pray that you're always safe; whenever you leave your house or my vicinity, I worry about your safety.
I pray that you're always happy, and that we find the strength to face everything that life throws at us.

I think about you, baby, and I dream about you all the time.
Tonight, it's only you and me.


Hazel at Pablo's Angel gave me an award and an idea.

I'm going to hold a Question and Answer thing where you can ask me questions about anything and everything you've ever wanted to know about me. Whatever it is, all up to you. If you want to ask me a question/s then leave it in the comment section below. I will then write a whole post dedicated to answering them.

I'm gonna love you, when our time is right

Be thinking of you, ever day and every night

To think you're somewhere in this world

And someday I will make you my wife

So every day we're not together

I hope you know that you'll be alright

Cause I..

I'm gonna make you feel like you're the only girl in the world

Like you're the only one that I'll ever love

Like you're the only one who knows my heart.

This picture is of a boy who is so funny and small.. one of the orphans at the summer camp I work at every year.

A friend of mine at McGill had a friend who did this: