Stand By Me

So lay me down
Tell me what I wanna hear
Take me down
There's nobody else I'd rather be with.


I am feeling much, much, much better.
All because of the only person who always stands by me and helps me.
The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, I love you. I love you so so so much. Smile.


This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear.

I love the winter weather. And it's finally here. Holidays and the cool breeze means that December is always awesome. And the world celebrates my birthday.


If we don't kill ourselves,
We'll be the leaders of a messed-up generation.


I am focusing on the positive side of things. Nothing negative, as of now. Amen.


A huge Thank-You to the other side of me at the other side of me for awarding me!
Here's what she said:

I was at Hyperstar the other day, thinking of Edward Maya's This is My life when they played it. I almost, almost, almost smiled then. That song has one memory. A three day memory, of when I was going to America last year. I listened to that song non-stop during the way.


This, this is my life
I'm looking for you, searching love in your eyes
This, this is my life
I'm chasing a dream that fades away in the night.

I love the breeze outside. It's just perfect. December has so many memories. Some are happy. And some are sad.


And the heart has no face
And I promise you that our thing
Is never going to end
And love lives in the soul

You leave me breathless.

I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come back, come back, come back to me

11:11 11.11.11

You call these life updates, don't you?

Yes, I deleted my blog.

I'm not going to elaborate on what happened.

I was just really depressed and I ended up deleting my blog.
I still don't feel like eating, feel like puking instead.

Forgive me, please. I really am sorry.

If I stumble,

If I fall,

Forgive me,

I'm learning as I go along.

I know you all probably want to know exactly what happened. But it's the past. And I'm working on letting go of everything. And going with the flow. And being positive.

People say life is filled with ups and downs,
But where does the line start from?
People say life is unfair,
But who decides what fair is?


I love one person,
And give her all of me,
I give her every bit,
I hold nothing back.


I try to expect nothing in return,
So that when something negative happens, I can take it,
And when the amazing happens, then that is the best feeling,
But life doesn't work that way, even though I try.

But since humans are curious people, here's what happened:

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Read at your own risk. The password is 'relax'

Apart from that, I had an interesting Eid. I didn't do much, but I got my life back on track, sort of.
I'm trusting in God much more now-after all, He is the One who helps, right?


And then I went back to school. And yesterday was just one..I don't know what to call it.
Twelve teachers were absent. A substitute teacher's nightmare. So since Superman can't divide into twelve, my supervisor gave classes to other teachers. Thank God. Else I would have been depressed and dead.


Apart from all that, I made this for my mom. She teaches Grade Three. And they're doing China. So since I love Origami, I used Kirigami to make this. With my own design. Kirigami, by the way, is the version of Origami where you get to cut the paper.

Words hurt more than sticks and stones.

The shadows lengthen as the sun falls,
The sky darkens as your thoughts cloud.


Look you, as you try to rebuild your life,
Focus on what you had, and you shall live in what was.
Focus on what you could have now, and you shall live in gloom.
Focus on what could be, and you shall live and not live.


Look deep within yourself,
What would they have wanted?
What would they have wanted, you, to do?
What would they have wanted, you, to focus on?


Forget them not, they were the best.
Forget them not, they lived as well as the could.
Forget them not, or you do the world a disfavor.
Forget them not, or you do unto them an insult.


Remember, but use that memory to help you.
Remember, but use what you know to guide you.
Remember, but use everything to improve and work harder.
Remember, but do not stop to day dream.


I went to see Karachi-A Musical. Amazing, I tell you!

I can finally, finally shift gears like it's Need For Speed. Now I can finally beat automatic cars when they honk behind me and annoy me. So yay :D

 This is what my Eid was like:

You guys remember Aral, right? My Aral's namesake?
If not, read the post before this one.
This is his work. :D

So yes. I lost track of what I was thinking and wanted to say when The One Who Leaves Me Breathless was in front of me. I was just totally speechless.

Thank you to Furree, Areesha, and Hadia for being there for me when I needed someone to be there for me..Even though I'm not taking any of their advice. :P


The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, I love you. So much. So, so, so much.


I'll be here, by your side
No more fears, no more crying
But if you walk away
I know I'll fade
Cause there is nobody else.

You're my brightest star

I am not going to post about migraines again.
Amen.
They're just part of everyday life.
And some people don't bother helping anymore.
So yeah.


I'll be here, by your side
No more fears, no more crying
But if you walk away
I know I'll fade
Cause there is nobody else.

I've had an interesting day.


I made a bet with sixth graders that they could hit me if the volleyball from my game hit them. And I lost that bet.


I asked for 'a bottle of pani and a bottle of water' in one sentence.


I was thinking of The One Who Leaves Me Breathless and cleaning my glasses and I walked into the wrong class and the teacher is staring at me like, um hello, what do you want?


I had fifty questions answered in one little favor not done. Yes, like fifty. And I was right about each and every one of them.


I was standing at the cafeteria/canteen when a bird pooped.. and it fell an inch away from my foot. What bird dared to aim for me, I have no idea. But it did miss :D


I played 'Angry Birds' for the first time during my only free class today.


There was a story about how a boy fell into a well, and the third grader said that it explained how to fall into a well.


I was woken up an hour after I wanted to wake up.. by my brother, who bashed my face will pillows. Lovely way to wake up from a dream, I tell you. Sarcasm, yes.


You've got to stand for something or you'll fall for anything.


I just realized that there are five days of holidays coming up. So no seeing her everyday.


Lose your clothes and show your scars
Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me on the floor.


Areesha Bilal just changed her blog address to this new one. So you'll have to re-follow her or add her new page to your bookmarks. Click here for the link.

There's like ten minutes to twelve, so Imma post this now. Hope everyone has an enjoyalbe Friday! :)