Believe.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

I was going through my phone, looking at old texts, and my blog, looking at my old posts.

I found two that have had over a thousand views each, and I wanted to share them again.

Firstly, one of my favorite posts. This was about my dreams.
This is why I will always go on and never give up. I can take anything just to see my dreams come true.

The One Who Leaves Me Breathless is a real person, yes. And I really, really love her. 
You guys will probably think that I need to go to a mental hospital once you read this.. but I'm fine, really. This gives me a reason to live, you know? 
And if one of you dreams of your kids and sees them in your sleep, then you'll feel the same way that I do. 


They're Aral and Ayza.. Aral is one year old, and Ayza is three years old. And amazing and really intelligent children. I can't even begin to describe the love that I have for them, even though I've only seen them in my dreams. If I don't dream of them, then it's like my dreams were totally empty. Like my world is empty without her. They both have my eyes. And by 'her' I mean TOWLMB.


But yes, the dreams.. So in the first one, which was over a year ago, I'm driving a 350Z and she's in the passenger seat, holding a baby boy who looks just like her. 


In the second one, I'm sitting on the prayer mat/Jai namaz and saying Dua, and Aral-that's his name-is running towards me, and he's around one or two years old at that time. 


Then I'm laying down on my bed with a migraine and both the kids are asleep.. There's a small light in the corner so the room is almost totally dark.. And she's sitting next to me, trying to make the migraine go away by talking to me.. 


Aral wakes up, but doesn't make noise since Ayza is asleep.. Smart kid, he knows his sister is still asleep.. and we put him back to sleep together.. 


She's playing with Ayza-who looks exactly like her mom-and their toys, and I'm laughing & taking a video.. And Ayza looks up at me, and I can see the intelligence in Ayza's eyes.. Aral has his mom's iPhone and he keeps acting like he's going to dip it into a glass of water, but keeps taking it out and laughing.. 


She's exhausted, so she crawls into my lap and goes to sleep there.. and then Aral comes in, he's half-asleep, and he wants to sleep in my lap too, so I let him lean against me and go to sleep.. Ayza comes in then with her mom's Iphone and shows me her plans for my surprise birthday.. 


She wants to go on a vacation to Italy for three days and relax, so I help her pack.. and then the kids walk in and they won't let her go, so we give them an Ipad each as a surprise for letting her. 
When I told her about that dream, she said we'll go for a proper family vacation and not her alone.. Let's see what she says after eight years. :D

We were walking through some mountains with some friends and she knew the path through to the beach. And when we got to the beach, there was this house and the two of us ran to it while everyone else sat down for a picnic. And we walked in to find Aral watching cartoons and she picked him up and he said Ayza was sleeping upstairs.

We were shopping with Aral and Ayza and when we got in the car, they both wanted to sit in front.

We were at Arena and Aral was running around so I had to pick him up and bring him back to Ayza and her as they waited for us.

I've had many more dreams of them, but these are the most memorable ones..

This was the second one. After all, The One Who Leaves Me Breathless is one in seven billion.
You're one in a billion

I saw this written on one of my posts a few months ago, and it feels good to still feel the way.

If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Right. In my next post, I'm going to be featuring two poems that two brilliant bloggers have written. Their poetry is so awesome that I wish I had written it. Who those two bloggers are is a surprise.

Oh, and before I forget. I went to Rajoo's ice cream store in Bahadarabad today. I am not going to go back to America without going there one more time and going to Meerut as well. Those two places simply have some of the best (I'm without a word here) foods? that this city has.