Stay with me

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere.


Have you heard the cover of Rebecca Black's Friday? It's called 'Jumuah.' It's about Friday and going to the mosque and praying.. and it's really funny.


I'm listening to music while blogging, so that's why you see a ton of lyrics in my posts.


I'm a lucky man
To count on both hands
The ones I love
Some people just have one
Others they got none.


I've had an interesting week. Filled with invigilations-wait, I had to add that word to my computer's dictionary, it didn't have it-and yeah, we're having exams at school. I hate exams.


The sun goes down
The stars come up
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came.


I went to a new doctor this week. So now I'm taking a total of seven medicines daily and I'm migraine free. It feels amazing to be able to think clearly, even if the medicines make me hungry and depressed.
Those two things I can fight.


Cause we've waited all our lives
Now we're seeing here in our rise
These hands can build up
All that we dreamed up


I'm going to be awarding a few bloggers in my next post. It's taken me too long to decide who to award, since there are so many awesome blogs out there that I follow.


And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Let's start this again for real


It's my birthday in a week. I'm looking forward to finally getting my camera, yes. And I'm looking forward to having Dunkin Donuts on my birthday. My parents are only letting me eat Dunkin twice a month. So I guess I am looking forward to something.


Every time I reach for you, there's no one there to hold on to
Nothing left for me to miss, I'm letting go of this
Lost my mind thinking it through, the light inside has left me too
Now I know what empty is, I've had enough, I've had enough of this


The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, I love you. You are an amazing person and I am blessed to have you in my life. You are the strength that keeps me walking, You are the hope that keeps me trusting, You are the life to my soul, You are my purpose, You're everything.

I hope everyone has a wonderful and happy weekend!

Be thinking of you, every day and every night

The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.

I love you. And I will do anything for you.

I really have to no idea how to show you how much I care.

I'm going to make you feel, like you're the only girl in the world
Like you're the only one that I'll ever love
Like you're the only one who knows my heart.


So my classes just got over. And I am back on blogger.
That rhymed. :D


I am taking part in a foodography competition. Now I cooked the fried rice and the potatoes and the kebab that I've taken a picture of.
And yes, the picture is for The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And since my brothers were watching me, I had to change it a bit and make it for the whole family to eat too.

Just looking at it makes me hungry.
And we ate all of it. :D


The photography competition is at This Competition and yes, I'm trying to win the award for The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, since I love her.

And I saw your face
In a crowded place
And all else
Ceased to exist.


I made those up, yes.


Which reminds me.
One of my students writes songs. And she wrote one stanza of a song, but she couldn't continue it. So I finished it. The first song I ever wrote.



You come here to me
Just to mock me
I wish you could see
That it really hurts me
I've been seeing this change in you
And I hear you found somebody new
And that I never meant that much to you


This thing tears my heart inside
And to hear you cuts me like a knife
You say sometimes love lasts
And sometimes it hurts
If everything happens for a reason
Why does this make my heart burn


Cause I gave you my heart
And you left it in shards
I wish you could see
How much hurt you've caused me
I've been seeing this change in you
And I hear you found somebody new
And that I never meant anything to you


I can feel myself dying inside
But all I can think of is your smile
You're just lost in your head
And you don't see what I can see
If everything happens for a reason
Why does this make my heart burn


You just keep lying to me
And you will never see
How much you mean to me
Which is much more than what I mean to you
I've been seeing this change in you
And I hear you found somebody new
And that I never meant that much to you



Since I am finally done will classes, I will be catching up on reading posts. Watch out for some blog awards in my next post!


A huge thank you to Camellia Day at My Thoughts In One for awarding me. Here's what she had to say.

And when you're lonely, I'll keep you company
I just want us only, made for you and me
And when it doesn't feel right with another, I hope you believe
That in a world with no light, I will be all that you need to see.


The One Who Leaves Me Breathless/Gives Me Asthma/The One Who Suffocates Me. I love you, meri jaan.

I feel like I've woken up since my migraine hurts less and I can finally think clearly.

Two Steps Forward

Remember I said that I would..

"Every time you take a step back,
I'll take two forward,
One for me, and one for you,
And eventually, you'll take a step forward."

I love you. And all I want is for you to be happy. I'm not letting go of you. Ever. And I'm always, always here for you.

Yes, the one who leaves me breathless is upset, and she won't tell me why. Cheer her up, everyone?

I really love you.

So I was driving today and people drove me crazy. It's one thing for the DHA people to do their work properly; it's another for them to try and give me hell. Which made me mad, and eventually I got my way.. but still annoying never the less. They need a spanking. Every single person working in the DHA needs a spanking.

Day two, migraine free. But sleepy, so going to sleep as soon as I post this.

I'm listening to Against the Grain by Akon & Lonely by Akon. They match my mood right now..

Oh, and there's some stuff that only I can do.

Like adding water from the fridge to the tea instead of milk.
Like forgetting to put in the chai ki pati.
Like looking for a TV remote and finding it in front of my eyes.

I'm writing a new poem, by the way.

You got me

This is the first time in days that I don't have a migraine. :D
Thank you so much, God.
I am sleepy and therefore half asleep, but I need to submit my homework, it's all graded.

So I'm finally listening to happy-and faster-music.
And I post lyrics which are true, even if the rest of the song is not.
Oh, and I've already gotten an MRI done. It came out normal.. except for sinusitis, which proves that I do have migraines.

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too.


You're feeling sad, I know.. But I'm going to try and swing your mood-to where you can focus-as much as I can.


I'm trying to find words to describe this girl..
The way you move got me hypnotized.

I love you.

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Lemons and Pizza

People aren't commenting on my posts as much now =/

I wonder why.

If I could just see you, everything would be alright
If I could see you, this darkness would turn to light.
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall.


I'm listening to Lifehouse's Storm.. perfectly matches my mood. Hopeful, quiet, sad, everything..

And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright.
So I drive on the way back from school now. Everyday, yes.
I didn't feel like updating my blog until last night, and I don't feel like doing it now, but I'm doing it anyway. I just want to go back to sleep, and I'm not even sleepy.
My parents don't think that I should apply to be an RJ, and they didn't let me audition at FM89. =(

I'm taking my Change in Pakistan page off my blog for a while, I just don't feel motivated enough to keep working on it. You get some motivation when someone agrees and works, but this is Pakistan, and ugh.

The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, you are the best. :)

Lifehouse is the best. Ever.
And did you hear that REM disbanded? Their 'Losing my religion' was the first song that I memorized.

Oh, and Tay Tay at Rawr Series has a writing competition and she's going to publish an ebook of the best nine entries.