When somebody loves you

The title is from Alan Jackson's When somebody loves you, yes.

So I've had a really tiring day. But I just downloaded Terra Nova's first three episodes, and they are amazing.


When somebody loves you
There's nothing you can do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through.

And that's pretty much all that's going on right now.
Yeah, I know I'm not that random right now.


This is for The One Who Leaves Me Breathless. And no one else. :)

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And this makes me smile every time I see it, so I'm posting it again.


Here's a shout out to two bloggers who said something to/about The One Who Leaves Me Breathless..and me.

First, Ezazi at Chatterings of a drunk butterfly.

Next, to Crystal at Pentagram.

It's gotta be you
Only you


I'll be here, by your side
No more fears, no more crying
But if you walk away
I know I'll fade
Cause there's nobody else.

Your smile lights up my world

If we don't kill ourselves, we'll be the leaders of a messed up generation
If we don't kid ourselves, would they believe us if we told them the reason why?
Do we take it too far, take it too far?
Did we chase the rabbit into wonderland?

A BIG thank you to Naked Reality at Naked Reality for telling me about this song.

I heard T-Pain's 5 O'clock in the morning this afternoon, and I was addicted to this song.

Yes, I made it. Looks a bit funny, the left one does. But I hope you like it ^.^


Cause I keep checking my cell phone
And these missed calls
You texting me like Imma kill ya'll.


I didn't post yesterday because there was just too much going on.
But I'm happy.. I think.


It's almost November! Which means birthdays. And Eragon/Inheritance Part Four.


My imagination sees you like a painting by Van Gogh.

I loved you from the start.
In every single way, and more each passing day.
You are brighter than the stars.
Believe me when I say.. It's not about your heart. It's all about your scars.


Here's a shout out to two bloggers who said something to/about The One Who Leaves Me Breathless..and me.


First, Ezazi at Chatterings of a drunk butterfly.

Next, to Crystal at Pentagram.

Oh, and before I forget.


Hope everyone has a wonderful week!


Right. So. I have homework which I better get started on.

I love you.
You really do leave me breathless, all the time.

When I look at you

I wanna know

Can you show me

I wanna know about these strangers like me

Tell me more, please show me

There's something familiar about these strangers like me.

Every gesture, every move that she makes, makes me feel like never before

Why do I have this growing need to be beside her?

I really don't feel like talking much. I have no idea why.

Maybe it's the fact that I have a cold.

Maybe it's the fact that I've been trying to be random and funny all day, and I think I've been failing at doing that.

You leave me breathless..

Right, so since I'm not saying much, I might as well as do this.

I found this in around four or five blogs. I don't remember them all right now. I'm supposed to 'strike off' what holds truth about me. Simple enough. And if you want to do it, go ahead. It's a great time for when you don't feel like talking much.

Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars. It's not even funny. I seem to get them all the time.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color. Ugh. No.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo. Maybe a non-permanent one?I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces.
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. Oh, that happens all the time.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I've had malaria.
I've had typhoid.
I've had jaundice.
Travel
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to US.
I’ve been to Europe.
I've been to at least one other country.
I've never been out of my country.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.

Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city. Really? That's like the last thing that could happen to me.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. And then ran out. XD
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. Tasted it, too. Never doing that again.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. I just love doing that. Especially when I'm sad.
I’ve pranked someone. Psh. All the time!
I’ve ridden in a taxi. I own a taxi. No, really.

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested. By my dad. He's a cop.
I’ve broken a law. Littering, driving through red lights.. Come on, please. Rules and laws were made to be broken.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. Yeah. Get depressed.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game. I tried in UNO once. I got caught. XD
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself. I had to look up eulogy.

Materialism
I own over 10 music CDs.
I own over 10 novels.
I own over 5 electronic gadgets.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own gaming console(s).
I own a car.
I own a bike.
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing low key.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.
I like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well. Does cooking count? :o
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange. I don't have a favorite color.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there’s a bug/insect in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
My memory sucks.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

People
...used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
...called me fat. The Deaf kids at my summer camp told me I was. O.o
...say I’m skinny.
...have said I’m ugly.
...have said I’m pretty.
...have spread rumors about me.
...force me to eat.
...say I eat too much.
...say I eat too little.
...say I eat too fast.
...say I eat too slow.
...have called me a genius.
...have given me gifts.

Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise.
I’ve fainted from exhaustion. 

Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
Bad times
I regularly drink.
I can’t swallow pills.
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point. Ah. Yes. Well.
I have/had anxiety problems. Had them. Not anymore. :)
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve plotted revenge.n Does planning to egg someone count?


Come with me, now, to see my world
Where there's beauty beyond your dreams.


So, um, yeah.

You got me

Today was.. interesting.

I had to wake up early to go to a meeting. And then my stomach hurt. And then I had to study for my American Government final exam.

Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart.

I fell asleep studying for it. But then I gave it, and now I have to wait for my grades.

Nervousness much, maybe. Hopefulness much, oh yes.

I can either get an A or a B. So yay.

That was basically all I did today.

And I made this for you.

It's a camera, yes. It took me three hours to make it, but it was worth the effort. Hope you like it :D

I told you all that I would post a sound clip of me playing on the piano.

Here's what I was able to convert so far.

I had just learnt how to play at that time.

I hope everyone's having a fun weekend!

I just wrote this poem right now.

My favorite three.


When I feel like I'm broken and scarred
When I feel like I'm all alone
When I feel like no one cares
That's when I think of them.


The three who captured my heart,
And gave me hope,
Oh, so much hope,
That I go on no matter what.


Yeah, I saw her face and I gave her myself,
Yeah, I love her more than anyone else,
Yeah, she's all that I think about all day,
Yeah, I'd do anything for her.


But the other two, they make me happy.
They make me smile when even she can't.
They give me a reason to fight everything.
Just for them.


I haven't met them yet.
I haven't touched them yet.
I haven't heard them yet.
I've only seen them in my dreams.


But I love them.
But I care for them.
But I will do anything for them.
But I will be patient and wait to see them.


I trust God, that He sees my love for these three.
I trust God, that He will keep guiding her on the right path.
I trust God, that He will keep her safe.
I trust God, that He will answer my prayers.


Every morning, when I wake up,
I look around for them,
Because I just saw them two seconds ago,
But then I was dreaming when I saw them.


Every time I play with my baby cousins,
And teach them how to peek-a-boo,
I miss them all the more,
I love my dreams because of them.


Together, these three make me want to be better.
Together, these three make me want to live.
Together, these three make me work harder.
Together, these three make my world brighter.

I'm lost without you

Perfect title, I tell you.

My head hurts. Oh, so badly. I had a dream last night that I would have a horrible horrible migraine and no one to help, not even The One Who Leaves ME Breathless, and it turned out to happen today.

My dreams, I tell you. They come true so often..
Like this teacher at school. I dreamt on a Thursday that he wouldn't come on a Friday. I told him about it and checked that he was feeling okay and everything. He ended up not coming and having fever on Friday morning.

Anyway.
Thank you so much to Areesha at Me, Myself, and I and Arfa Ezazi at Chatterings of a drunk butterfly.
They made me smile when I was trying to cope with the annoying depression that comes with a migraine.

That was basically the highlight of today.
Apart from missing The One Who Leaves Me Breathless so much.

You made my depression go away with just one simple text. You really are everything good in my life.

Oh, and I don't have my laptop's charger, I forgot it in school. I forget things when I have a migraine.. So I'm using my brother's laptop. And I can't fight this migraine much longer, so I'm going to go try to eat. I feel like puking. And I haven't slept more than an hour. I couldn't, my head hurt so much..

Oh girl,
You stand by me,
I'm forever yours.. faithfully.