I knew I loved you before I met you

I knew I loved you before I met you

I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you

I have been waiting all my life

A guy is sitting at a bar in a skyscraper restaurant high above the city. He's slamming tequila left and right. he grabs one, drinks it, goes over to a window and jumps out. The guy who was sitting next to him couldn't believe that the guy had just done that. He was more surprised when, ten minutes later, the same guy, unscathed, comes walking back into the bar and sits back down next to him. The astonished guy asks," How did you do that???? I just saw you jump out that window and we're hundreds of feet above the ground!!!" The jumper responds by slurring, "Well, I don't get it either. I slam a shot of tequila and when I jump out the window, the tequila makes me slow down right before I hit the ground. Watch." He takes a shot, slams it down, goes tot the window and jumps out. The other guy runs to the window and watches as the guy falls until right before the ground, slows down and lands softly on his feet. A few minutes later, the guy walks back into the bar. The other guy has to try it too, so he orders a shot of tequila. he drinks it and goes to the window and jumps. As he reaches the bottom, he doesn't slow down at all....SPLAT!!!!!! The first guy orders another shot of tequila and the bartender says to him," You're really an asshole when you're drunk, Superman."

It's amazing how you speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

Try as I may I could never explain

What I hear when you don't say a thing

My first paragraph reminds me, 'American Standard' is usually the way to be.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

I'm enjoying the holidays. I have guests staying over at my place who're from my family's ancestral home, Larkana, and relatives  from America, so it's a pretty diverse atmosphere. Music and new technology mixing with prayers and chaos.

I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight,
I've never seen you shine so bright, you were amazing,
I've never seen so many people want to be there by your side,
And when you turned to me and smiled, it took my breath away,
And I have never had such a feeling,
Such a feeling of complete and utter love, as I do tonight.

Oh, and does anyone else have an Acer laptop that's been giving them trouble with overheating? Cause this is the second Acer laptop I've bought and both have the exact same problem, it's turning into a family joke, that the first problem with the laptop is that it's an Acer. Imma buy Asus next, anyone have one of those?

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along

I got into another university Alhamdullilah, this time the University of Texas at Dallas. So now I can choose between the East Coast, the West Coast, and the South.

The biggest mistake you'll make is walking away from the person that stood there and waited for you.

Every time I look into your eyes, I see my paradise

Disclaimer: This is a very sad & depressing post.
You have been forewarned.
The color of the text probably took away all the seriousness of it :P
I just edited this post and re-posted it. Removed the depressing parts.


Lights will guide you home.
And ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.


This is my third day of migraines. And these hurt like they migraines haven't me ever before. No, doctors do not help. The last one gave me a medicine which gave me horrible side affects.


I was at school till 4:30 today. I got home at 6. And then I just found out I had fever. And no one's around to help me right now. No, not even The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.


I like this font. Hm.


Anyway.


If you were an ice cream flavor,
You would be my favorite one.


This made me smile. I hope you meant it, Humza at Teenage Mutiny. He is the Superblogman. I am Superman.

I really have to let it all out. I am depressed. And I just have no energy left to fight it. I'm trying to be positive, but, sigh. It's not anyone who made me depressed. It's the migraines.

This font is nice. :o


I haven't commented or looked at anyone's posts in a while, I know. Just been migrained and busy. I'll catch up soon!


You've touched these tired eyes of mine
And mapped my face out line by line.


I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart.


Right, so Eid is coming up. And I have like five days off. Hopefully I won't have a migraine. I can read Eragon part four in peace then.


You're the only angel in my life.


I borrowed a camera from my great-grandmother. I love the quality of the pictures.

 See the spider? And how clear the leaves are? I'm just excited that I have an awesome camera, even if it is borrowed :P

 This is something that a really cute first grader wrote. His name is Aral.

And this is what I do in my free time. I make things.
I'm working on a huge project for my mom right now.
I'll show you a picture of a part of it. Keep the suspense alive. :)

So it took me twenty minutes just to upload these pictures. :o


I really hope that everyone is having a much better week than I am.


The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, I love you. Stay with me. Don't let me go.

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall.

When I look at you

I wanna know

Can you show me

I wanna know about these strangers like me

Tell me more, please show me

There's something familiar about these strangers like me.

Every gesture, every move that she makes, makes me feel like never before

Why do I have this growing need to be beside her?

I really don't feel like talking much. I have no idea why.

Maybe it's the fact that I have a cold.

Maybe it's the fact that I've been trying to be random and funny all day, and I think I've been failing at doing that.

You leave me breathless..

Right, so since I'm not saying much, I might as well as do this.

I found this in around four or five blogs. I don't remember them all right now. I'm supposed to 'strike off' what holds truth about me. Simple enough. And if you want to do it, go ahead. It's a great time for when you don't feel like talking much.

Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars. It's not even funny. I seem to get them all the time.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color. Ugh. No.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo. Maybe a non-permanent one?I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces.
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. Oh, that happens all the time.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I've had malaria.
I've had typhoid.
I've had jaundice.
Travel
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to US.
I’ve been to Europe.
I've been to at least one other country.
I've never been out of my country.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.

Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city. Really? That's like the last thing that could happen to me.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. And then ran out. XD
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. Tasted it, too. Never doing that again.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. I just love doing that. Especially when I'm sad.
I’ve pranked someone. Psh. All the time!
I’ve ridden in a taxi. I own a taxi. No, really.

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested. By my dad. He's a cop.
I’ve broken a law. Littering, driving through red lights.. Come on, please. Rules and laws were made to be broken.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. Yeah. Get depressed.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game. I tried in UNO once. I got caught. XD
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself. I had to look up eulogy.

Materialism
I own over 10 music CDs.
I own over 10 novels.
I own over 5 electronic gadgets.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own gaming console(s).
I own a car.
I own a bike.
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing low key.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.
I like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well. Does cooking count? :o
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange. I don't have a favorite color.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there’s a bug/insect in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
My memory sucks.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

People
...used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
...called me fat. The Deaf kids at my summer camp told me I was. O.o
...say I’m skinny.
...have said I’m ugly.
...have said I’m pretty.
...have spread rumors about me.
...force me to eat.
...say I eat too much.
...say I eat too little.
...say I eat too fast.
...say I eat too slow.
...have called me a genius.
...have given me gifts.

Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise.
I’ve fainted from exhaustion. 

Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
Bad times
I regularly drink.
I can’t swallow pills.
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point. Ah. Yes. Well.
I have/had anxiety problems. Had them. Not anymore. :)
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve plotted revenge.n Does planning to egg someone count?


Come with me, now, to see my world
Where there's beauty beyond your dreams.


So, um, yeah.

I saw your face, and that's the last I've seen of my heart

The title is from You are the woman by Firefall, yes.

It's you, and me
Moving at the speed of light.

I'm smiling right now.
I needed a reason to smile. And Naked Reality at Naked Reality made me smile.

So today I read this post about how people don't know if they are loved or needed.
You never know what may happen tomorrow. The person whom you like may get sick. Or you might. Hey, this is life. So tell them that you love them. Yeah, even your family. You won't regret not telling them that way.

Oh, and I read another post about love marriages and arranged marriages. And these websites like singlemuslim.com and God knows what others there are.
In February, a friend of mine was telling me and a few other friends how she wants to get married between 21 and 23, have two boy twins first, two girl twins next, and then no babies for a while. Oh, and her husband must know how to cook and clean the house and listen to her.
So we (okay, it was my idea) made her an account on singlemuslim.com and put all that into her Bio.
The emails we got made us laugh until we decided to delete the account before someone found it and went crazy. But.. I just go LOL whenever I remember that.

Right, so that was random, yes, but it was sensible randomness. I think I just created a new term.

Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart
If you feel like.

I'm addicted to Maroon 5's Moves Like Jagger right now.

So I have an exam tomorrow. And I'm off from work/school till Tuesday, so I can concentrate on online classes now. Yay, I think.

Surprise!!!!!
I'm using my Nokia Nuron camera to take pictures now. I love Nokias, yes, and Imma use this camera till I get a decent one on my birthday.
Yes, I'm patient to wait. :)

Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.

Ji, that's from a classic song. My parents have these two Cd's of classic songs that they made for each other. And so I learnt all these classics by heart. Depressing songs, some of them, but still love songs.

Oh, and yes. I watch Star Wars: Clone Wars: Animated and Young Justice. They are cartoons, yes, but they make more sense to me than the Simpsons. Oh, and they really take your mind off things. I can't always read the entire day.

Next post, I'm going to post a sound clip of me playing Kiss The Rain by Yiruma on the piano.
It's also knows as Bella's Lullaby.
And I learnt how to play the piano just so that I could play that song for you, you who are The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.

Good night & I hope everyone has a safe and fun weekend!