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Showing posts with label sensible randomness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sensible randomness. Show all posts

Friday, December 9, 2011

I dream about you all the time

this is my December 
this is my time of the year 
this is my December 
this is all so clear.



This is my seventieth post with The One Who Leaves Me Breathless having her own tag.


I find it awesome. Why? It just feels that way.


What's going on these days? Exams. I had my first ever invigilation today. And I'll let something out here and only here.
I was nervous during it.
No idea why.
Probably thought I'd mess up somehow.


Guess what?
I didn't mess up. Feels so unbelievably good.


Which reminds me. The teachers at my school have an annual badminton tournament. And it started today. So wish me luck :)


And exams remind me of one more thing. Yeah, we all hate teachers who pick on us and are strict or whose teaching styles we don't understand. But all those teachers put in soo much effort that as of yesterday, after watching them work on their exam papers and make it easier and smoother to have the exams, I respect every single one of them.


Yeah, I respected them already, but now it's like.. Like I understand why those teachers are like the way they are. I don't think I'm making sense, but the feeling makes sense to me, so (Y).


Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see



I went to my doctor last week and got a new medicine. It is TINY. And it's supposed to take two weeks before it starts working properly.
But today is Day Twelve of this migraine.
There's only one person-yes, The One Who Leaves Me Breathless-who keeps me going.
I love you, you awesome person.



Tay Tay at My love/hate relationship with the world had a competition a long time ago where she gave us two prompts and we could write on either.
I picked 'Cake or Pie.'
Trust me, my short story was funny.
At least I think it was (Y).


The '(Y)' is an influence from The One Who Leaves Me Breathless. :D


And here's what I wrote:


"Hey, you there!"

"Tum, haan, tum!" (You, yes you!)

My friends and I stopped walking and turned around to see who was yelling at us. I was the Head Boy and Student Council President at my school, so it was rare for someone to scream 'you' instead of my name. My friends were Prefects-students who are elected to enforce the rules and get a few perks in exchange for doing duty during recess. The Head Boy is the student who watches over the Prefects, so you get the idea of how and why almost everyone in my high school knew me.

It was one of the new students in school. He had seemed like a polite and shy student initially, but he quickly fell in with the daredevils of the school. And since he was new, I hadn't had time to add his name to my extensive list of names.

I didn't merit his yell with a yell on my own. Instead, I raised one eyebrow.. like my school's principal does.

Now it takes a lot to surprise me. I live in a country which is at war with terrorists. My city has more gang violence and mugging than New York and Shanghai combined. So I usually know what to do when someone gets hurt badly, when there's an accident, when a friend's car is stopped by the side of a road and he's standing next to it, or when something happens.

I wasn't prepared for this, though.

"Pick! Cake or Pie?"

He was holding a vanilla cake in one hand. A small one. And there was an.. apple pie in the other hand.

Now why someone would offer me cake or pie without having laced it with poison is beyond me.

"Cake."

I wanted to see how much he would ask me to pay for it.

He walked over-until he was a pace away-and asked me to repeat it, he couldn't hear me.

"Cake.."

I was in for yet another shock.

"SPLAT!!!!"

Yes, it was thrown at my face.

Right. On. My. Face.

Well, it tasted good.









Staring out into the sounds
Maybe it was all true
Maybe it was from the start
The story of a broken heart
Stand up and I'll tell you
Now everything was torn apart


Have an amazing weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Positive Energy in a migraine (Y) (Y)

Saturday, October 29, 2011

If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile

Yes, the title is from Rascal Flatts' 'My wish.'

The One Who Leaves Me Breathless told me that I need to be more positive.
+ve energy.
So I've really been trying to be positive. All because she said I should. She was right, I have been getting really depressed and upset over the smallest things. So I've really, really, really been trying hard. Even though I was worried and upset and sad, I still fought it.. because you said I should. So I hope it makes you happy. And The Script's sad music is so addictive, but sigh. Okay.


I'm like this now: At least, I try to be.





108 posts, and 108 followers. I finally caught up!
On the other hand, I lost a follower. Well, whoever it is, I hope you have a nice time anyway.

When darkness is upon your door
And you feel that you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump, I'll break your fall.

So this was a really busy week. Like, really busy.

I learnt that I can't outrace an automatic Honda Accord with my shift stick Suzuki Mehran, no matter how fast I change gears and drive.

I learnt that I have to be much more careful with everything I do.

I almost fainted the other day. That has never, ever happened. I had a migraine and I was just exhausted. And I got up and I almost fell and everything was just so.. dizzy. And I went like what the fudge.

And everyone wanted to read my encrypted text, but some things and between The One Who Leaves Me Breathless and me.

But here's an encrypted text to make up for that. :)


You'll find the password at the end of the post. :)

Enjoyyyy.













The password is.. the one who leaves me breathless

Thursday, October 20, 2011

I saw your face, and that's the last I've seen of my heart

The title is from You are the woman by Firefall, yes.

It's you, and me
Moving at the speed of light.

I'm smiling right now.
I needed a reason to smile. And Naked Reality at Naked Reality made me smile.



So today I read this post about how people don't know if they are loved or needed.
You never know what may happen tomorrow. The person whom you like may get sick. Or you might. Hey, this is life. So tell them that you love them. Yeah, even your family. You won't regret not telling them that way.

Oh, and I read another post about love marriages and arranged marriages. And these websites like singlemuslim.com and God knows what others there are.
In February, a friend of mine was telling me and a few other friends how she wants to get married between 21 and 23, have two boy twins first, two girl twins next, and then no babies for a while. Oh, and her husband must know how to cook and clean the house and listen to her.
So we (okay, it was my idea) made her an account on singlemuslim.com and put all that into her Bio.
The emails we got made us laugh until we decided to delete the account before someone found it and went crazy. But.. I just go LOL whenever I remember that.

Right, so that was random, yes, but it was sensible randomness. I think I just created a new term.

Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart
If you feel like.

I'm addicted to Maroon 5's Moves Like Jagger right now.

So I have an exam tomorrow. And I'm off from work/school till Tuesday, so I can concentrate on online classes now. Yay, I think.


Surprise!!!!!
I'm using my Nokia Nuron camera to take pictures now. I love Nokias, yes, and Imma use this camera till I get a decent one on my birthday.
Yes, I'm patient to wait. :)

Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.

Ji, that's from a classic song. My parents have these two Cd's of classic songs that they made for each other. And so I learnt all these classics by heart. Depressing songs, some of them, but still love songs.


Oh, and yes. I watch Star Wars: Clone Wars: Animated and Young Justice. They are cartoons, yes, but they make more sense to me than the Simpsons. Oh, and they really take your mind off things. I can't always read the entire day.

Next post, I'm going to post a sound clip of me playing Kiss The Rain by Yiruma on the piano.
It's also knows as Bella's Lullaby.
And I learnt how to play the piano just so that I could play that song for you, you who are The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.

Good night & I hope everyone has a safe and fun weekend!