I'll be with you wherever you are

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there


I got two As and one B! It was my first time studying full time and working full time as well, so I am overwhelmingly happy. Like. Really. Happy.


Does the happy dance.
Wait. How do you do the happy dance? O.o


Anyway.


So I'm posting a few poems from two blogs today. They are both amazing writers.
Firstly, from Tazeen at Crimson Sky,

If words could kill

You'd be dead by now,

Six feet under -- Seven, just in case

I would dig your grave

With my own skilled hands,

And bury you deep --

Into the sodden ground...

How long has it been,

Since we last spoke?

Because if words could kill,

You'd be dead by now...

Buried six feet under the musky ground

Far from the famed --

Maddening crowd.

Secondly, from One Life Many Moments at One Life Many Moments,

Awkward Silences.

Unsaid words. 

Unvoiced expressions.

Suppressed feelings.

Unuttered sentiments. 

Unspoken desires.

Unstated promises.

Undying compassion.

Unceasing Concern.

Between the twilight stillness.

Silent Conversations.

Stolen Kisses.

Melting Moments.

Not spelled out- L.O.V.E.

I just loved those poems. You can see why.
Jocelyn at Almost A Star made a list of what she wants for Christmas.
Now I don't celebrate Christmas, since I'm a Muslim, but I do celebrate my birthday on Christmas Eve. And since I'm on a high after seeing my hard-earned grades, I am actually being positive about my nineteenth. So I'm actually smiling as I do this. See the smile in my words? No?


Then here. :)


What is your If-I-Could-Get-Anything-I-Wanted Christmas List?

1. Staying in Karachi and not having to go anywhere else without The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.
2. Eternity with The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, Aral, and Ayza.
3. The Mazda Shinari Concept. Yes, it's a car.
4. The Canon EOS Rebel T2i.
5. An Ipad.
6. A new cell phone. That I need, not just want. Preferably the Iphone 3GS.
7. Um.. does a cure for every disease count? This is turning into a wishlist now.

By the way, does anyone else watch Terra Nova? I simply love it.

So I am giving a few awards today. I wasn't going to describe the people or their blogs, but that would be wrong. Even though their blogs speak for themselves.

Firstly, to Tazeen at Crimson Sky and Rosette Princess at Once Upon A Time.
I always love reading their poetry and whatever else they have to say. It's always interesting. And as a poet myself, I know when I've found writers whose poetry people will love to read.

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Secondly, to Jocelyn at Almost A Star, Areesha at Me, Myself and I and Hazel at Pablo's Angel.
There's always variety on these blogs. There's so much that I could describe, but instead I'll just say that I love these blogs and you should go over and read.

Thirdly, to Hamza Bin Laden at Teenage Mutiny, AcetylCholine at Critical Velocity, and Ateeq at Boredum Butcher.


Whenever I need a laugh, I go to these blogs. Even if the posts are really old and they haven't posted, their posts are still really funny. Funnier than mine, I'll admit.

Fourthly, to ♫♪♥PhilO♥♪♫ at Life Through My Eyes, The Butterfly Effect at The Butterfly Effect and Crystal at Pentagram.
These three people can write amazingly. When they publish their books, I'll be the first to buy them. Seriously. If you love reading, I would go onto these blogs, if I were you. I am out of words to describe their..awesomeness.

And to all my bloggers who read this, whether they comment or not (I crave comments.)

The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.

You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes.
I love you.

Gotta Be You

The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, now I know how you make my migraines and everything else go away.


I love you.



I have had a hell busy/tiring/exhausting week. And it's not over, I have to go to school to help the Juniors with their Sports Day.


My last post was a conversation between The One Who Leaves Me Breathless and me. We were sitting in her class and we were supposed to write the first thought that came to our minds. So it is incredibly random :)


The One Who Leaves Me Breathless/The One Who Gives Me Asthma/The One Who Suffocates Me had an idea that I could post a conversation with herrrr. So here it is. :)

TOWLMB- Happy birthday, to me.

Me-Happy Birthday to youuuuu

TOWLMB- It's not even my birthday...

Me-Happy Belated Birthday, then :D

TOWLMB- K. Lol, thanks :d How much are you paying for doing this school work for you?

Me-How much would you like? You own my life twice over already :P

TOWLMB- A doughnut would be good. 

Me-Vanilla? From Dunkin? :D

TOWLMB- You're making me hungry :/ (Lol, my fatty side is emerging)

Me- I wanted a doughnut yesterday. And you called me random :P

TOWLMB- Pineapple. 

Me- Now that is random :P

TOWLMB- Screwdriver. Are you seriously going to post this?

Me- Why not? your idea :)

TOWLMB- point... i think this is enough?

Me-Cool. I like the idea. Thank youuuu :)

This is such an LOL song:

Can we fall, one more time?
Stop the tape and rewind
Oh and if you walk away I know I'll fade
'Cause there is nobody else
It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Oh, Only you

Every time I look into your eyes, I see my paradise

Disclaimer: This is a very sad & depressing post.
You have been forewarned.
The color of the text probably took away all the seriousness of it :P
I just edited this post and re-posted it. Removed the depressing parts.


Lights will guide you home.
And ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.


This is my third day of migraines. And these hurt like they migraines haven't me ever before. No, doctors do not help. The last one gave me a medicine which gave me horrible side affects.


I was at school till 4:30 today. I got home at 6. And then I just found out I had fever. And no one's around to help me right now. No, not even The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.


I like this font. Hm.


Anyway.


If you were an ice cream flavor,
You would be my favorite one.


This made me smile. I hope you meant it, Humza at Teenage Mutiny. He is the Superblogman. I am Superman.

I really have to let it all out. I am depressed. And I just have no energy left to fight it. I'm trying to be positive, but, sigh. It's not anyone who made me depressed. It's the migraines.

This font is nice. :o


I haven't commented or looked at anyone's posts in a while, I know. Just been migrained and busy. I'll catch up soon!


You've touched these tired eyes of mine
And mapped my face out line by line.


I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart.


Right, so Eid is coming up. And I have like five days off. Hopefully I won't have a migraine. I can read Eragon part four in peace then.


You're the only angel in my life.


I borrowed a camera from my great-grandmother. I love the quality of the pictures.

 See the spider? And how clear the leaves are? I'm just excited that I have an awesome camera, even if it is borrowed :P

 This is something that a really cute first grader wrote. His name is Aral.

And this is what I do in my free time. I make things.
I'm working on a huge project for my mom right now.
I'll show you a picture of a part of it. Keep the suspense alive. :)

So it took me twenty minutes just to upload these pictures. :o


I really hope that everyone is having a much better week than I am.


The One Who Leaves Me Breathless, I love you. Stay with me. Don't let me go.

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall.

Oh Girl, You stand by me..

I love Faithfully. I know I've heard it sometime before, but Boyce Avenue's cover is stuck in my head.

Sometimes, I just feel like driving. But my mom decided that she would drive today. Oh well.

So I poured water all over the staff room table today. I was pouring water into a glass-and I was standing near the door-and I looked up to see The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.

Don't laugh yet, okay?

It's rare for my mind to go blank. I can usually control my thoughts better. But it went blank this time, and I was just staring. I ended up pouring water away from the glass and not realizing it until it dripped onto the floor.

Yes, I had to hurry up and clean it up.

That's one of the three interesting things that happened today.

The second one was when I turned my laptop on in the staff room and played Sean Paul's She Doesn't Mind after plugging in my earphones.

Now everyone knows that there are two ports, one for the mike, and one for the earphones.

I usually double check that I plug them into the right place. This was, by the way, two minutes after the above incident.

I plugged them in, and I'm listening to the song happily, before I realized that the sound was coming from the laptop and not from the earphones. Yes, I had plugged them into the mike port. And that song isn't the best one to play in a staff room.

You can imagine what happened next.

The third interesting thing was what some children in my mom's class wrote.

The topic was 'donations.' They had just donated some stuff for The Flood Relief effort.

Here's the best one. "I donated my teacher."

The other topic was 'energy conservation' and how conserving means to save.

"I conserved Hasan today when he was falling."

Circus life

Under the big top world

We all need the clowns to make us smile.

I think that's pretty much all I have to say for today. Oh, wait! I made something for you. Just for you.

I was going to give it to you, but you were busy.. And I hate interrupting. So, here. Hope you like it :o

I hate the quality of my pictures. These are the best out of five images.

Through space and time

Always another show

Wondering where I am

Lost without you

You light up my world like nobody else

If only you saw what I can see
You'd understand why I want so desperately.

I am so, so, so tired. My migraine is almost gone, and it took me all day to make it go away.
Not thinking, listening to the slowest music ever, forcing myself to eat.. Ugh.
Today was.. interesting. People made me go crazy, I was busy all day. Didn't help that I had a migraine.

Anyway. This shall be a funny post.

You've gotten into my system,
You're in control of my system,
I'm in a euphoric state, yeah!

I love you.

Right. So.
I got more questions about The One Who Leaves Me Breathless. She is what completes me, so it wasn't surprising to see so many.
Here are the answers to everyone's questions :)

Areesha Bilal-

Q: How old are you?

I'm eighteen. I turn nineteen on December 24th, Insha Allah.
Yes, that's young for a person in Uni, and even younger to be a teacher.

Hazel-


Q Do you have any phobias?
I hate, hate, hate closed spaces. Like elevators. I'll walk thirteen floors if I have to. But I can not stand elevators and small spaces. Like slides. My worst nightmares have me racing inside an elevator and I have to win the race, or all my loved ones die.

Q What's your favourite color?
I don't have a favorite color. I wear clothes according to my mood. Red is loving, black is sad, white is calm, blue is happy, purple is pain, orange is hyper, and so on.

Q If you could live anywhere in the world, where you would choose?
I would live in Karachi. Easy choice. :)

Aaishah-

Q1: What is your favourite book?
That's one I have to think about. I'd happily say the book that the Angel on my right shoulder writes on, but I'm guessing you're referring to printed books. I guess it would be To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee.

Q2: Stupidest thing you have ever said/done.
Ahahaha. Tried to kill myself. Does that count?

Q3: "CHAOS! Now what!?" How would you handle such a situation?
Easy. Stay calm. Solve everything. Been there, done that :D

Q4: Do you forgive yourself before going to sleep?
No. I can never forgive myself. I forgive everyone else, but I pray to Allah to forgive me. Only He can forgive me. Until He does, I'm in purgatory.

Q5: Your favourite flavour of ice-cream.
Chocolate!!!! But I can't eat chocolate anymore, sooo Vanilla!

ateeq mughal-

Q. Who this who leaves u breathless really is?
Hahahahaha. Do you think that I made her up or something? xD
She's the loveliest fifteen year old in this world. And she's the best. She's human, so she makes mistakes, yes, and I know she'll be reading this, so I'll just say it now. You're awesome, especially considering how well you manage to take everything that comes your way. Yeah, you have me, but you still do everything better than I ever did it. I love youuuu.

The girl of the sun-

Q How did you meet your One Who Leaves You Breathless?
I saw her for the first time at her grandparents' place. I met her in school on a Monday morning-no really, it was a Monday, and she took my breath away there and then. I still remember trying to find words to say something to her. So since she was a distant cousin that I hadn't had much of a chance to talk to before, I asked her if her name was 'her name comes here.' And since I couldn't think of anything else to say then, I said Hi. I'm smiling right now as I remember how overwhelmed she made me.

fatima-

Q. what are your plans for u && the one who leaves you breathless?????
You need to read my 'Dreams' post. Dreams.

Q. what's the story behind like meetup && further procedures? =p
What meetup? :o

Q. what is the most embarrassing thing in the world you've done till now?
Ah. I tried to stop sneezing in grade three. I ended up farting.. and the entire class laughed.


So yeah. Tell me if you have any more questionsss.

You guys remember that there was a guy who yelled 'Manzoor' every other day? (Manzoor means do you accept. It's also a name.) And my brother and I yelled back 'Na Manzoor!' (no, we don't accept.) Soo he hasn't yelled it again. I think we scared him away.

Now, it's time to make you laugh as much as I possibly can.

I found the letter you wrote me,
Still smells like you.

I'm yours, and you're mine

Is zameen aur is aasmaan se pare, jahan na waqt, na tumhare mere siwa koi aur, bas ek jasba ho, ki tum mujhme ho aur main tum mein.


You're asleep, and yes, this is what I do when you're asleep. :)


My migraine finally went away. It took lots of music. And talking to The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.


There's a million girls around
But I see no one but you.


I've watched half of the movie Mausam-yes, it's an Indian movie-and I just love this song: Rabba


Check please...
Cause I finally found the girl of my dreams
Much more than a Grammy award
That's how much you mean to me


I have a funny feeling-which usually turns out to be true-that people find you more awesome than me, which is why so many more have started to follow my blog. They're probably curious as to how awesome you are that I'm not afraid to show my love for you all the time :D


Lemme play it loud, Lemme play it loud


You. Are. Amazing. I dare anyone to disagree. :P

Oh, and you're asleep right now, so..

You're like my twin,
The only one with whom I can talk about anything,
You're simply, overwhelmingly,
The love of my life.


I have an award to give out :D


Here's to Naked Reality at Naked Reality.
She's one of the few amazing bloggers whom I'll admit are better writers than I am.
Okay, maybe not funnier (I'm not in a modest mood), but yeah. I'm usually left speechless after reading her posts, and only The One Who Leaves Me Breathless has that power over me, which is how it should be. What're you waiting for? Go follow her!

Followed her yet? No? Then you shouldn't look at the funny pictures. But if you did go onto her blog and check it out and followed her, then these pictures are for you :D

Oh, oh, oh. Surprise!!!!!