You got me

Today was.. interesting.

I had to wake up early to go to a meeting. And then my stomach hurt. And then I had to study for my American Government final exam.

Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart.

I fell asleep studying for it. But then I gave it, and now I have to wait for my grades.

Nervousness much, maybe. Hopefulness much, oh yes.

I can either get an A or a B. So yay.

That was basically all I did today.

And I made this for you.

It's a camera, yes. It took me three hours to make it, but it was worth the effort. Hope you like it :D

I told you all that I would post a sound clip of me playing on the piano.

Here's what I was able to convert so far.

I had just learnt how to play at that time.

I hope everyone's having a fun weekend!

I just wrote this poem right now.

My favorite three.


When I feel like I'm broken and scarred
When I feel like I'm all alone
When I feel like no one cares
That's when I think of them.


The three who captured my heart,
And gave me hope,
Oh, so much hope,
That I go on no matter what.


Yeah, I saw her face and I gave her myself,
Yeah, I love her more than anyone else,
Yeah, she's all that I think about all day,
Yeah, I'd do anything for her.


But the other two, they make me happy.
They make me smile when even she can't.
They give me a reason to fight everything.
Just for them.


I haven't met them yet.
I haven't touched them yet.
I haven't heard them yet.
I've only seen them in my dreams.


But I love them.
But I care for them.
But I will do anything for them.
But I will be patient and wait to see them.


I trust God, that He sees my love for these three.
I trust God, that He will keep guiding her on the right path.
I trust God, that He will keep her safe.
I trust God, that He will answer my prayers.


Every morning, when I wake up,
I look around for them,
Because I just saw them two seconds ago,
But then I was dreaming when I saw them.


Every time I play with my baby cousins,
And teach them how to peek-a-boo,
I miss them all the more,
I love my dreams because of them.


Together, these three make me want to be better.
Together, these three make me want to live.
Together, these three make me work harder.
Together, these three make my world brighter.

I saw your face, and that's the last I've seen of my heart

The title is from You are the woman by Firefall, yes.

It's you, and me
Moving at the speed of light.

I'm smiling right now.
I needed a reason to smile. And Naked Reality at Naked Reality made me smile.

So today I read this post about how people don't know if they are loved or needed.
You never know what may happen tomorrow. The person whom you like may get sick. Or you might. Hey, this is life. So tell them that you love them. Yeah, even your family. You won't regret not telling them that way.

Oh, and I read another post about love marriages and arranged marriages. And these websites like singlemuslim.com and God knows what others there are.
In February, a friend of mine was telling me and a few other friends how she wants to get married between 21 and 23, have two boy twins first, two girl twins next, and then no babies for a while. Oh, and her husband must know how to cook and clean the house and listen to her.
So we (okay, it was my idea) made her an account on singlemuslim.com and put all that into her Bio.
The emails we got made us laugh until we decided to delete the account before someone found it and went crazy. But.. I just go LOL whenever I remember that.

Right, so that was random, yes, but it was sensible randomness. I think I just created a new term.

Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart
If you feel like.

I'm addicted to Maroon 5's Moves Like Jagger right now.

So I have an exam tomorrow. And I'm off from work/school till Tuesday, so I can concentrate on online classes now. Yay, I think.

Surprise!!!!!
I'm using my Nokia Nuron camera to take pictures now. I love Nokias, yes, and Imma use this camera till I get a decent one on my birthday.
Yes, I'm patient to wait. :)

Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.

Ji, that's from a classic song. My parents have these two Cd's of classic songs that they made for each other. And so I learnt all these classics by heart. Depressing songs, some of them, but still love songs.

Oh, and yes. I watch Star Wars: Clone Wars: Animated and Young Justice. They are cartoons, yes, but they make more sense to me than the Simpsons. Oh, and they really take your mind off things. I can't always read the entire day.

Next post, I'm going to post a sound clip of me playing Kiss The Rain by Yiruma on the piano.
It's also knows as Bella's Lullaby.
And I learnt how to play the piano just so that I could play that song for you, you who are The One Who Leaves Me Breathless.

Good night & I hope everyone has a safe and fun weekend!

You leave me breathless

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do.

I am happy right now.
I woke up with a migraine.
And it ended two hours ago.

I feel like jumping up and down, even though I'm soo tired.
And I feel like sitting down and having a long & serious chat, and cheering you up.
You deserve to be so much more happier.
I know I'm not perfect, but I'm trying. I love you and I really, really, really care about you.

Have you heard the Llama song?

Or the gummy bear song?

And when we have babies they will look like you
It'll be so beautiful like a dream come true
You don't even know how very special you are.


So I have a mid-term break, so I won't be teaching till Tuesday. So I can relax and study until then :)
But I won't see her face till Tuesday. Hm.


You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life.


Today, I was given work to do all day, even though I felt like puking and I almost fell down the stairs three times. But I managed to get through it all by looking at a paper ship that I made.. with my three favorite people's names on it.
Her name. Ayza. And Aral.
I dreamt of all three again last night. :)

Eragon's part four is coming out in November Eight!!! Yes, it's a book. An amazing, amazing book.

Areesha just gave me these two hilarious videos to watch.

And I found out that two of my students in grade seven are gay. I'm not going to tell you what they were doing-that would pop wrong images in your head-and I was like what. the. fudge. I glared at them and made them stop what they were doing. Annoying when you have a migraine, I tell you.

You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine.


This is my 100th post!!!!!


So here's a thank you to someone who showed me her blog and made me realize that there is one place where I can be me.
Ifra at I feel a funny coming. And zombies.

I'm lost without you

Perfect title, I tell you.

My head hurts. Oh, so badly. I had a dream last night that I would have a horrible horrible migraine and no one to help, not even The One Who Leaves ME Breathless, and it turned out to happen today.

My dreams, I tell you. They come true so often..
Like this teacher at school. I dreamt on a Thursday that he wouldn't come on a Friday. I told him about it and checked that he was feeling okay and everything. He ended up not coming and having fever on Friday morning.

Anyway.
Thank you so much to Areesha at Me, Myself, and I and Arfa Ezazi at Chatterings of a drunk butterfly.
They made me smile when I was trying to cope with the annoying depression that comes with a migraine.

That was basically the highlight of today.
Apart from missing The One Who Leaves Me Breathless so much.

You made my depression go away with just one simple text. You really are everything good in my life.

Oh, and I don't have my laptop's charger, I forgot it in school. I forget things when I have a migraine.. So I'm using my brother's laptop. And I can't fight this migraine much longer, so I'm going to go try to eat. I feel like puking. And I haven't slept more than an hour. I couldn't, my head hurt so much..

Oh girl,
You stand by me,
I'm forever yours.. faithfully.